Attention

Being  physically alone get attention of so many  in our society.....but living with a lot of people n mentally feeling lonely...no one can  give attention......

Life

I just stepped where i didnt get any other way to go n i dont wanna see back,litteraly cnfused,stessed,o my life plz wanna live ,full of life,so help me,take me in ur arm n hug me tightly,n take me forward,where i can reach all my dreams,

Its not my cup of tea

This morning i was standing in front of my home n  my neighbour asked in concern why you're here,i replied key is with my sis n she is on d way now so am waiting,then she invited me to sit in their home,usually i didnt prefer to go neighbours home unnecesarily,but it was very hot n i think its its better to sit in their home,initially she started conversation on my personal matter onwards it takes u turn on another lady neighbour,on dressing style,n reserved mentality like this n like that bla..bla..
        I get cnfused that what i,,'ve to reply,coz i' m always keep my mind in my stuff not in others so..i just simply smiled on her informtn,so she defined me also that u r not available to speak n u always busy inside,....oh gosh...i just realized she must speak about me with others,so i just enacted that i get phone call n came out.....so i failued to convince that do some useful stuffs rather than that dont just discuss what others are doing,......it ll make us feel guilt at the end of life...what i did iny whole life....?!...i just chatted gossips....but she didnt get convinced,,,i confirmed its not my cup of tea.....

U made me cry

Today morning i opend d door with fear n axiety coz yesterday nit my darling went outside n didnt return i searched bt  i didnt found him,it was too late n i got fear to walk out side,my darlin n me were best frnds n wenvr i felt bad he come n diverted my mood by doin suthng mischvs things,he was d only soulmate dt ive ever shared all d secrets of my heart...he never objected to me,he was very  fond of food but these three days  he never took a tea spoon food n yestrday nit i was feed him forcebly so got angry n went out side i dont know wethr he was ill or sumthng he was upset,bt this mrng he sat on d gate n felt hppy to see him n cld darlin u cm back he turned his eyes on me n sat on d floor n i fed him sum milk n hot water  dt he was too week,n i feed him sum water n at dt time he lokd at me n brthd slowly i rushd inside n took my phn to cl d doctor n i loudly cld my neighbr,they arvd near d darlng n wn d doc  pickd d phn neighbr murmurd no use to cl d doc,n my fngr just ct d cl n my eyes were on d darlng,he just stopd d brthng n wn i rushd towards him i cryd n i just cld his name drlng im  not dare to live without u so plz take breath n i loves u,at dt time darlg just moved his ears nlike i listn all ur words,bt it was his last cnversation,i burried his body in soil bt i cant burry his memoris he is my love ever,he is my only darlng ever,my eyes r wet...darlng u made me badly  alone.....every one says time will heal my pain,bt i wanna live with this pain,,..,,take rebith n meet me im waiting for u until my last breth....